Like my new bald spots?

...they're there because I'm pulling my hair out.


Ok, so maybe I don't really have bald spots, but I might as well! I have been so frustrated with myself lately.

I LOVE to write. LOVE IT. I think I can be quite good, at times. I actually kinda LIKE writing essays for school (yes, I'm sure you all think I'm crazy). I love having this blog, and being able to write here.....


....so then WHY do I have such a difficult time actually getting things written? I don't get my writing assignments done until the last minute. Not because I don't make any attempts to write them...but because I sit down, and I just can't get focused on it! I don't feel like I'm 'in the zone.' That applies to my blog writing, too...I can go weeks or even months without writing, and when I do, it's rarely anything of interest...the topics...the inspiration...just don't come to me!

I should be most of the way finished with my essay for my English Comp class...I've been sitting here for more than 2 hours, and I've done nothing on it. Nothing. Monday night I will probably cram it all in, getting little to no sleep.

I don't get it! Why is something that I love so much so hard to do!? AAAARGH!

So, yeah....there's my post for the day... a rant! :P How fun!